9.10.10

Frustrations.....

Okay so I haven't posted in a few days but I have been having a really stressful time right now with school and life and everything.

Not to mention I haven't been feeling well lately and I think my body has decided to have another growth spurt... go figure.

But anyways I promise to have an epic post tomorrow and also I hope to feel better. And to all those who are reading this, thank you.

Please pray that all this stress will go away and that I will be able to relax and that my midterms this week go well.

Night All.....

3.10.10

On a rainy day...

I was able to finish with my homework, now all I have to do is scan in my biology homework and email it in to my professor. Life was a lot less stressful than yesterday, but I am still not sleeping will.

The weather here has been on and off rain for the past couple of hours, and it is making me a bit sleepy now... maybe I will take a nap in a few.

I am trying to figure out exactly what to put up here and I don't even know if anyone is even readying this. So right now I feel like I am talking to myself... except online.

I am trying to get back in the much needed habit of exercising and get back into shape, because over the past year my body has developed a mind of it's own and has started gain weight in my lower body and now I hate that I can't wear my favorite jeans......

WOW, I sound like such a girl....

Anyways, life for me is a bit confined to school work online and church, not that I am complaining, I just don't get out and walk as much as I used to.

Plus I am living in an entirely new place and still getting used to it, in a lot of ways. See my parents threw me out for no reason half way through my freshman year of college and didn't even give me the courtesy of one, getting my things, and two, even telling me! I just drove up there from three hours away and they had changed the locks on me and wouldn't answer my phone calls.

Sorry, I didn't mean to rant on things, just sometimes it gets to me.

I think I am going to eat lunch now, and relax on my bed with Farmville (yes, I am a dork), before going out to listen to a group sing at church.

So I will add more later, maybe even have some pics.

God bless you all. <3


Prayer Requests:

  • I still need to find a job,
  • That I don't stress myself out before midterms, and
  • That I can get the money to by a new laptop before this crappy Dell decides to die on me (again)
PS. If anyone else is in need of pray, feel free to leave a message and I will certainly be pray for you.

2.10.10

the START



Okay, so this is a blog/journal type thing of my life.... a way for me to tell my story. 

My background does not define who I am, who I am to become, or what I have been.  I have lost my friends that I called family, my blood family and pretty much everything I own - all because of love
But that is okay, because in losing my past, I have gained such a better future and better friendships - and I still have that love, the love of my life to be exact. 

I am sort of pressed for time right now with the fact that I have an essay due for English by tomorrow and some replies to post (if my classmates ever decided to post something up there). Not to mention to fact that midterms are a few weeks away and I am stress already.

So I will be posting up here at least once a day (hopefully) and if anyone want to know anything about me, within reason and understanding I have some private things, and I will try to get back to them ASAP...

God bless you.

Prayer Requests:
· That I can find a job (been looking for months but nothing solid so far)
· That I can get my new computer (a MacBook) before my old one crashes